okay so I all the sudden got this weird need to blog. Nothing too terribly much has happened since my last entry... I guess turns out for the better I didn't go to Detroit Lakes, even though I was really upset. But I got together with Matt. I know people are mad at me, I feel bad but yet I cannot help it. It's not like he broke up with her for me... she broke up with him and moved on quite quickly so really there is no reason. Well I guess there is that one rule that says you can't date your best friend's ex's but nobody abides by it anymore... it sucks, believe me, I know, but if you really cared, wouldn't you rather see your friend(s) happy?! I guess that's what I look at. She won't talk to me, I called her...no answer...left a message but she never called me back. I can't believe a good friendship is being crushed over something petty. Fuck it. Friends that are mad at me because of this yet nobody has seen my point of view...that shows how good of a relationship we actually had.. 

What goes around comes around.

Ugh I'm soooooooo upset! So had BIG plans for this weekend to go up north to Detroit Lakes with everyone BUT OH WAIT! newsflash!!!! BECKY (who took the weekend of the fourth off like 9 months ago) has to work! I'm scheduled Saturday night and Sunday night and I might have to work monday too!!! gosh I hate it...but I dont want to complain because they finally made me a server...blah! But now I have to stay home all weekend with nothing to do because my family left me and everyone will be up north! asedfja;sdf;jlkj;alsdkfj;lajsdflkas arg

Sooo yesterday was a long boring day, that night a bunch of us went to Rachel's and watched Miss Congeniality 2....what a funny movie. Today I went shoppin out at Albertville..wasnt crap out there. Bought a cute sweatshirt though --wrong season, I know. I had a softball game tonight, we won... our team is doing really well now. I think we're like 2nd or 3rd in the league! After I went to the Gorrells and watched Hitch. Funny and good movie.

Tomorrow will be a boring day... I have absolutely nothing planned. hmmm maybe do some stuff around the house? We'll see... time for bed though!!!!

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You like DMD Audrey Hepburn Fangoria Harry Houdini and Croquet
You cant swim you cant dance and you dont know karate
Face it youre never gonna make it

thats kinda how I feel right now...
so anywho... I havent written in this thing for like EVER and I'm updating it just for Molly!!! haha well lets see here...not too much new in my life right now. I've just been working a lot more lately... finally serving. hmm... glad summer is finally here. Last week went camping with my dad and his friends and their kids, it was a lot of fun!

Last night was fun at Rachel's BBQ... made a friggin kick ass fruit salad for it! too bad it was gone in like 5 minutes.

Tonight I gotta work...sucks because I have to cashier. boo... So today I gotta go to Kara's grad party then work then hang out for a little bit. Get up on Sunday and go to a stupid Bar Code class for work from 10 til 4 then try to make it to Ericka's grad party...I really hope I can... I mean come on who could pass up on Panera rolls...yum

anyway... i dont really update this too much but i'll try, otherwise my xanga is www.xanga.com/xXtHiNKPiNK05Xx

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Babysitting is TOTALLY better than a real job... haha wouldn't wanna get paid to watch movies, eat food, sit on the computer and be lazy?!?!?! it's WAY nicer than runnin around on 4" heels, takin orders from people, dealing w/ people's crap & portioning!

So anywho... This is my first entry! I only really got a s/n so I can reply on Julz' and other peoples...but ya know...

So whats been new w/ people??? GRR school sucks these days...its easy but just irritating knowing these classes are pointless except for the credits! who cares about the grade anymore???

Last night was pretty fun, we all went out for dinner for Elisa's birthday, there was a lot of people there! then everyone went to the casino EXCEPT me... oh well...I just went home and went to bed. Then tonight I'm not doing anything either, just babysitting...til like 1 a.m.! Weekends are overrated.

Well...I think it is time to go back downstairs and watch ANOTHER movie... much <3!!

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